My Thankfulness Project

So here I sit, sixteen years into parenting and twelve years hence from my arrival in New England. In some ways, it's a difficult place to be. On the first point, I've decided that parenting is hard. The children have become more self-sufficient, to be sure, but the emotional content of my days has gotten a bit thick. Then there's Vermont, and all the "stuff" required to live here: hats, mittens, scarves, coats, boots for hiking, boots for skiing, boots for snow, boots for mud. All times eight!

Admittedly, when the end of winter finally rolls around, my soul feels a bit weary. Thus my "thankfulness project" and my deep desire to guard against a calloused heart. "In everything, give thanks . . . " How is this done authentically, daily, according to what God demands of my heart? I don't want to focus on the gifts while assuming the favor of the Giver of all good things. Let not my heart be fastened to the benefits of the marriage, but rather to the beauty of the Bridegroom!

Yet cultivating a spirit of thankfulness is good aerobic exercise, and a cheerful heart is good medicine. I've been encouraged by Ann Voskamp's blog and her "1000 Gifts" list (www.aholyexperience.com) So here is today's paean of praise:
1. the kisses of an eight year old boy
2. coloring pages
3. songs about the gospel
4. my husband's voice speaking words of life to our children
5. a gospel message, faithfully preached. Lord I believe--help my unbelief!